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Post by Teahouse Keeper on Dec 9, 2004 7:12:01 GMT -5
Hahaha....I finally launched this  Been thinking of it for a long time and only recently decided to make it everybody's private but very public Sanctuary Yeah, it's a secret, special place for you guys that's open to everyone  Mm...Hidden Door is for you guys to post your diary type ramblings. Kinda like a mini blog place where you can talk to yourself about yourself It's open to everybody of course...unless you guys want to restrict it to members only or something like that. Anybody can read the posts and reply. Open a thread that you'll always post your diary things in. Call your thread whatever you want. I'll start off first.... |
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Post by Teahouse Keeper on Dec 12, 2004 21:07:55 GMT -5
Hahaha....So happy you guys finally discovered Hidden Door Was wondering whether you guys would find it. The door is red but hidden behind a thick curtain of rose vines..... |
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Post by Nader on Jan 22, 2005 4:31:09 GMT -5
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Post by Teahouse Keeper on Jan 23, 2005 7:58:38 GMT -5
HAHAHA!!! Oh goodness, I read about your hilarious car!! The hubcaps flew off?! Amazing. The car is a health hazard!! Is it still with you? I like your mom's birthday present. Yeah, the napkin with cash. Also, I didn't know you watched Hero. I saw it too!!! Yeah, Hero was really good, eh? You're really Darth Nader?? I didn't know that when I called you that in a previous post Ah. Seems Xanga.com is very popular. But I feel it's a limited outlet for self expression. Is it limited? I was thinking that a blog site is a drop in the ocean and practically nobody drops by to read and comment because they don't know it exists. Unless, of course, you get some friends. Mmm...It's true I started Hidden Door with the idea of an online diary thing. But that's because I didn't know how else to launch it. I knew people would find ways of doing it differently And Ta-Da!! You get Pippiland!!! |
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Post by Nader on Jan 26, 2005 2:22:09 GMT -5
Yup, I now drive to school everyday.
I liked hero alot, specially the part the emperor's castle is stormed.
xanga is pretty cool, as you can see you can be creative and like use whatever colors you want. You can also change the layout and list what you are watching/listening/reading.
Yeah I got the Darth Nader nickname a while ago.
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Post by Teahouse Keeper on Jan 27, 2005 21:24:38 GMT -5
Ah! I see. You drive to school in that dangerous car everyday Yeah!! Hero is cool. There are a lot of great scenes and cool shots. The colours are really rich and people have been talking about it. Did you like the swordfight over the clear, beautiful lake? I thought that was really, really COOL. So poetic and beautiful!! Oh? Xanga allows you to change layout? Mmm......But somehow, I still want more. For instance, how about putting in pictures, photos, webcam.....what else? Is there a limit to the amount of text you can write? |
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Post by Nader on Jan 28, 2005 18:39:11 GMT -5
The lakesword fight was cool too, but what do you mean by poetic?
It might allow you to do all that stuff if you become a member. I'm not sure.
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Post by Teahouse Keeper on Feb 2, 2005 1:49:56 GMT -5
Mmmm....Poetic like beautiful poetry in motion Pure coolness and beauty. I'm curious.....Why would you want a blog site, Nader? |
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Post by Nader on Mar 27, 2005 5:00:50 GMT -5
I see, it was indeed a beautiful battle.
why I need a blog site? I guess to keep track of what I do, but I got lazy and busy so I decided to stop updating.
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Post by Teahouse Keeper on Mar 29, 2005 4:31:22 GMT -5
Mmm......I had a look at your blog site again. Yeah, it seems you've really stopped updating your blog. Hahaha.....darth nader. Still bent on global domination I see. HAHAHA!!! You'll make death quick and painless when you rule the world, eh? I'll create underground resistance against you and fight the desperate fight against Nader the Global Dominator |
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Post by Nader on May 10, 2005 21:50:11 GMT -5
hell bent on global domination, aye? where did you get that idea from? *whistles innocently* Oh will you really form an underground resistance? I see, I guess I'll have to seduce you when that happens  |
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Post by Teahouse Keeper on May 19, 2005 23:30:06 GMT -5
Hahaha!!! Yeah, I'll create underground resistance armies against you, Nader Global Dominator. Mm Yeah, seduce me when that happens *takes out my 2 biggest laser blasters* Hot sexy Nader. |
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Post by Teahouse Keeper on Jul 25, 2006 11:08:12 GMT -5
Mm....where shall I put this, I have no idea. *scratches side of my head and runs my hand through my hair*
The date is 25 July, Tuesday, 10 mins to midnite. In another 10 mins, it'll be a new day.
There's nobody here which is how I like it. The Teahouse has become more or less, my personal place. I still miss the Teahouse for what it was, the dream it was. But this is simply just another dream.
I don't know what is love. I don't think I ever did. Tonite, perhaps I've come to understand that.
When someone you love just walks out, just leaves the tub as it were, that you were both sharing, it makes you step back. It makes you fall.
Nobody can understand it more than myself who experiences it.
There are times when I don't know myself anymore. Times when I yearn for the past that isn't there anymore. I cannot rewind time. Sometimes, I long for it to stop at the moment when I felt most sad and yet happy. When there was still time to pause. To delay, to....*sighs*
Love is meant to hurt? But I don't think I should be hurting. I don't think it is love. Why should I love a love that hurts? When life could be better spent elsewhere. On other things. On better things that do not demand things from the heart.
Life is meant to be lived. Not spent feeling hurt. I will not allow it to continue. And to do that....requires a heart of steel. But where does it all lead? I feel I want to go back, to the time when I was myself, when I had dreams and hopes and wishes. When I felt no love in my heart, nor knew what it was. It was both bane and blessing. For not knowing, there was a part of life I never knew. And not knowing, I could not write.
But what of now? Knowing and so what? I am not happier than I already was. That happiness that came, leaves just as easily, when and wherever it likes, beyond my control. What is this happiness then, that I cannot control? I'd rather not know what love is.
If only time can be rewound *tears in eyes* To be at the whim of another's moods....I'd rather not know.....what it is to love.
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Post by Teahouse Keeper on Mar 15, 2010 3:44:33 GMT -5
Well, today is 15 March 2010, nice rainy Monday evening. Everything's in the past, almost, except for a few loose ends. That's what's left of my so-called romantic life.
Next up! I've been doing a bit of stuff to this place. Hope you like.
I've also been thinking of doing my own magazine. A real paper version... well, actually, not sure what it is I'm doing. Could be an online version (I already got a website opened for it, but still empty). Thinking of doing a paper version for it as well, like a supplement but not really. Something like magazines at the moment.
A physical magazine & the online version. Not the same but containing different stuff for both online and paper readers. So, each version has a little something different for everyone.
Well, it's an old pet idea of mine anyway. Been coming back to it every once in a while for years now.
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Post by Shirubi on Mar 15, 2010 23:57:05 GMT -5
 that's so amazing tk!! you should totally go through with it! like me and my friend are going to make clothes ^ ^ |
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Post by Teahouse Keeper on Apr 19, 2010 12:35:34 GMT -5
Hahaha! You think so? Mm.. I think I should too. Oh? What clothes? A boutique? That's cool too. |
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