Things that make you wish you weren't alive

[pippichan]

Oh, Iwakami, are you saying you've been sicked? I hope you're well now.

[Teahouse Keeper]

Hahaha....Shoe, your family sounds nice. Sounds like you had fun too listening to them

Ah, Pippichan! You haven't said what insect fell into your food!! I want to know. You must tell me. From a respectable restaurant? I don't think it's that respectable if it has dead insects in the food. Glad the thought of my head hitting the tree cheered you up after you found the insect. Hmmpf.

You've rats in your house??! Pippichan....are you living in a farm or something?

Ah....so you've teddy bears, Pippichan. Ripped out by the rats? I guess you can't sew back the teddys....I mean the rats carry disease and all....

Yeah, Rhein, the great thing about anime is that it's always hopeful, cheering and inspiring. I think it's because the Japanese went through the wars together and they have a fighting and optimistic spirit that shows in their anime.

Yeah, Pippichan, I guess I am lucky that I don't encounter racist problems. I live in a country that promotes racial harmony. Even though we have many different cultures and people here, everyone lives together in peace although minor racism still exists here and there. We have different festivals for different cultures and everyone is encouraged to think as a country rather than as groups of different races. Getting a job is based on individual talents and achievements rather than on skin colour.

On the whole, racism is not allowed. For instance, a job advertisement that prefers Chinese people would say "prefer Chinese speaking". Well, I wonder if a person who isn't Chinese can apply if he/she speaks Chinese. Hahaha....

In my country, the majority are Chinese people who are rather nice overall. Our neighbours are of different races/people too. A Korean woman just rented the apartment beside us. It's quite a surprise actually, because we didn't have such things in the past. People from other countries used to live separately from locals. These days, a lot of people from other countries are renting apartments here and there are some inter-marriages. It's not unusual to see a tall European man walk out of a local housing estate these days. His wife is probably local.

Yeah, even though I haven't experienced racism personally, I know it must be hard to live in a country where people are racists. That's why I say you guys are strong to be able to stand up against those people who can't see past a person's skin colour.

Mm....Pippichan, being different can mean feeling different inside rather than looking different outside. So you may look the same as other people, but inside, you feel different. What I mean is that it's more important to care about inside rather than outside. If you're different outside, you can always move to another place when there's opportunity. But inside, it's harder to be like everyone else. You can be among the same race and there's no racism, but you still feel different inside.

Iwakami...are you ok now? Uh....if you're sick, I don't want to go into your room.

[pippichan]

*shaking head* I'm definitely not gonna tell you what insect it was! No! *shaking head firmly*

Are you saying that there're no rats in your house, teahouse keeper? Wow! That'd be nice! No, I'm not living in a farm. And definitely not in that something! My house is an ordinary house but it's got rats. I think all houses here have the same problem.

Don't say you're a disease paranoid, teahouse keeper! ;D

Ah, yeah, I'm different in the outside and inside. So, it means double trouble for me?

[iwakami]

Hahahaha, keeper.
^^, yeah I was sick. Saterday, Sunday, and Monday I had a fever, and Tuesday I had a bad cough and cold. (still have cough)But I am doing better, at least I wasnt vomiting. I was just feeling better yesterday.
Thank you pippichan.


Hmmmmmm, another thing that makes you wish you werent alive?...........cocroaches, it really really really sucks to have them in the bathroom near the toilet or the shower when you have to go or.....shower. Especially when there is no other toilet to use. (though this is for those who really dont like them and sadly wont even want to go near them.)

[pippichan]

You're welcome, Iwakami. Glad you're okay now.

Yup, cocroaches are annoying. *nod in approval* Especially when they fly (they can fly, in case you don't know or don't notice ;D).

Hmmm.... how about snakes? I don't like them! *shiver* I don't know why but I have this fear of snakes since I was little. I even have ever had an encounter with a snake! It'd been close to where I stood when I finally noticed it. Whew! Luckily I could run away fast and wasn't bitten! ;D

[iwakami]

snakes?!
Awe, sadness, i Like them. We have them in my backyard, the little ringneck snakes, they are too small to really bite you at all, and they tickle.
I love holding those big snakes that weight 40 pounds. ^^
I always wanted one, but they cost a lot and you have to feed them rats and stuff......I wouldnt be able to watch...plus I have a rat of my own now.



Uh, the womanly part of month, it sucks. (most of tieme anyways) But it makes you wish you were dead if there is a pool party or something like that going on. B/c then you cant have as much fun as if when you dont have it.

(so bored, i just had to put something down)

[pippichan]

WHAT?! You've got snakes at your home, Iwakami?! Hiiy.. I think I don't wanna come to your house. *shaking head terrifiedly*

Yeah, that's what we -girls - have undergo every month. And yeah, we feel less comfortable, less free and of course more temperamental.

Em... you're bored, Iwakami? That's another thing that makes life isn't fun, don't you think?

[reverie]

period time? yeah, the first day of the period surely makes me wish i wasn't alive. or at least makes me wish i was a man. i'd rather be a big fat ugly man than be a woman like me now. at least i won't have to feel pain during the first day of the period and don't have to deal w/ dirty men. it's so annoying don't you think? we, women, enduring pain every month so that human being can have offsprings. yet, there are dirty men all over the places thinking dirty thoughts about us.

oh, iwakami, glad to know you've felt better now.
btw, iwakami, i surely will never come to your house. i hate reptiles. they somewhat give me a shiver everytime i see them.
so you got a rat of you own? is it a white rat?
*smiling wickedly* tell me iwakami. what would you do if your snake accidently eat your rat? ;D

my other things that makes me wish i weren't alive is that one time... i was taking a bath. suddenly a big rat broke through the sewer in my bathroom. i was so surprised. but apparently the rat didn't know what to do and was confused too. it was just running around the bathroom which made it even worse. i had to jump here and there to avoid it. it was so disgusting. i yelled and shouted. my dad & mom were coming. they brought brooms. when they're ready outside the bathroom, they ordered me to open the door a bit just to let the rat came out. then they chased it outside our house. phew... i was shivering than. shocked.

[pippichan]

Well... we can't prevent other people from having dirty thoughts about us. I got dirty thoughts about some gorgeous men, too. ;D Personally, if it's just dirty thoughts, I don't think it's a really big problem. But if I find out that the one who has dirty thoughts about me is actually someone I hate .... I guess I'll wish I could have him lobotomized. Hahaha!!!

[ChaTeAubRianD]

a thing that made me wish i weren't alive...... my GF got mad at me and didn't speak to me for 3 days.
i hate roaches too
i love snakes (i was born in the year of the snake)
uhh.. dirty thoughts??? hehe no comment ;D

[pippichan]

*laughing* Ha... Chateaubriand hates roaches!

But you love snakes?! Hiiy...

Hmm... what have you done to your gf, Chateaubriand?

I often think too much (and it drives me crazy most of times) and yeah, it makes me wish I wasn't alive.

[ChaTeAubRianD]

what's funny about hating roaches???!!!!

what did i do? well, i was in a bad mood that time so i didn't talk much to anyone, even to her. and then she got upset and didn't talk to me too and that went on for 3 days.

thinking too much makes you wish you weren't alive? WEIRD.
i love thinking errr.. more like daydreaming. hehe ;D

[iwakami]

LOL! All the other girls do not like snakes?

AH!!! reverie! I would cut open the snake and save my poor rat of course!!.......Nah, they squeeze their prey to death and then they eat them, I would be too late.

Nope, it is not all white, it has white mostly and then a brown head and three brown dots down its back, she is VERY cute!!

[pippichan]

Well, Chateaubriand, the funny part is imagining you screaming and climbing up the table whenever there're roaches nearby!

Oh? So, it's like she doing a revenge to you? Hmm...

Yeah, thinking too much often makes me feeling down. Well, you won't understand even if I explain it to you because you're too much daydreaming! ;D

[reverie]

yeah, i often think too much too abt some annoying, irritating things. then it makes me down too.

well, what i hate abt ppl who has dirty thoughts is when they can't just keep it to themselves. when you have dirty thoughts on someone you usually keep it to yourself or at least share it quietly w/ someone close to you, ay pie? but these ppl are fussing abt it. it makes me feel like they think i'm a cheap girl or so. and then they try to blame it on me. they say i made them having those dirty thoughts abt me. hey, i wore decent clothes. i didn't show lots of skin, nor do i flirting w/ 'em. it's them! not me! and those jealous girls make things worse!

hahh..... *breath... in... out... in... out...* feels better.

so iwakami, i can imagine your mouses. i think their cute. i only have some gold fishes in aquarium.

he...he...he... yeah, imagining chateubriand jumping here and there to avoid the roaches...
ah, come on chateubriand, is that all? there must be something more than that to make your gf upset. anyway, what did you do to win her back?

[ChaTeAubRianD]

i'm not AFRAID of roaches. i HATE them. you see there's a difference between hatred and fear. and i do NOT scream nor do i climb up tables whenever i see one.

revenge? ... maybe. but we're ok now. i just talked to her and said i'm sorry and... hey wait a sec. that's personal. >.< mind your own love lives

thinking makes you feel down? thinking makes me divert my attention on something. it really helps when i'm angry and stuff.

[pippichan]

Okay, okay, my mistake. Calm down, chateaubriand! Remember your blood pressure! ;D

Hey, I didn't ask you to tell about your love life! Don't wanna know it, either! *pulling out tongue*

Hmm... usually if I think too much, it's about negative stuffs. So, yeah, it makes me feeling down (drives me crazy too ;D). But looks like I can't stop thinking because my brain is way too hyperactive! So... search for something fun to be thought of. Like chateaubriand and... ;D

[Teahouse Keeper]

You guys are really hilarious. Snakes and cockroaches.

Ah, Pippichan, I'm not paraniod about disease, but rats, cockroaches and flies are really unhygenic. Ah-ha. So, Pippichan is scared of snakes....I see *nods mischievously*

Hahaha...Reverie, when you described your bathroom adventure, I was wondering what you looked like naked Lucky rat saw everything. Hmm...I wonder who looks better naked. Reverie or Pippichan.....

Ah....Reverie, why are you always thinking about dirty men?? Are you sure dirty men are all over the place? Hahahha...you've very interesting people around you. So they have dirty thoughts about you and tell you about it?? Mm......that's nice!!! What kind of dirty thoughts? Don't you wanna know?? I wanna know!!!! Mm...are you actually telling us you're beautiful?

Ah, Chateau, you hate roaches too. Do you bug spray them? I know there are people who just let them run around. It's horrible. I was totally shocked when they told me. I stared at them with big eyes like they were insane (they probably are).

Iwakami, what does a snake feel like?

[ChaTeAubRianD]

ahem. i'm too young to worry about my blood pressure

like me and whom?!!!!?!!

yeah. i bug spray them.

[iwakami]

kepper - well....i cant exacly say what..... .. I have never thought about it. uh, the heel of our foot. if you have come out of the shower or pool and your foot is soft on the heel, (not wrinkly) and you have lotion on it. Well, just when your heel would be soft rub that and it SORT of feels like what a snake feels like, though a snakes feel would be a lot more musclular and a bit bumpy.
can you understand that?

[pippichan]

Yeah, you're still young, Chateaubriand, I know that. But if you keep on getting angry at everyone... you'll get high blood pressure for sure. Watch out, your veins might explode someday!

Hmm... why do I get this awful feeling that teahouse keeper will use my fear against me.... Hahaha!! I believe the rat hasn't had dirty thoughts like you!

Yup, Rie is beautiful! ;D

I think I don't wanna imagine how does a snake feel...

[ChaTeAubRianD]

thanx for worrying pippichan, but i dont need it. exploding veins is too much exaggeration, besides, i'm cool now

[pippichan]

Am I worrying about Chateaubriand's health?! I'm not worrying about his health! In fact, I'd love to see his veins explode. Ah, I should provoke him some more so that he can't calm down. Hehehe...

[ChaTeAubRianD]

*sigh*














..... women. they sure are scary...

[reverie]

yup! we are scary, chat. you don't wanna mess up w/ us.

yeah, there are lots of dirty men around. they don't tell me in person what they think, they just looks at me in that sick way and whisper dirty thought but the whisper is too loud for me not to overheard them. *grumble everytime i'm thinking of them*

the reason there are ppl doing that to me is becoz my very fair complexion. so far, i haven't met any women have fairer complexion than me, except very women who are albino. fair complexion women is thought to be more interesting here. but i don't like the way they treat me as 'interesting' as that if you know what i mean.

btw, thanks for giving me more compliment, pie. ;D

[pippichan]

Anytime, Rie. Btw, I'm waiting for your money transfer to my bank account. You know, as the sign of your gratitude... ;D

[Teahouse Keeper]

Hahaha.....Iwakami's description of how a snake feels like is very hard to imagine

Hahahaha!!! Transfer money to Pippichan's bank account as a sign of gratitude

Mmm.....I would actually like to see these dirty men that Rie always encounter. I might go over and talk to them, and maybe give them a punch or two, until they are unconscious on the floor.

I guess someone who looks different would stand out and become the focus of attention, good or bad. In a land where most people are dark complexioned, Rie's very fair complexion will seem very interesting and different. Some men may feel curious about "exotic" women and think of them in a sexual way. Hmm.....What happens if Rie puts on make up that makes her look darker?? Or put a little white powder on the men to make them look whiter?

I used to see a very fair girl with snow-white complexion every morning taking the bus. She had long black hair and looked really pretty Looked smooth and creamy and soft. Slim, petite. About 18 years old. Mmm....I haven't seen her at all for a few years now. I guess she moved away or something. I still think of her sometimes whenever I take a bus. I haven't seen another girl with her complexion, so she's quite unique in a place where many people are tanned. If she was in Japan, it wouldn't be so unusual.

[ChaTeAubRianD]

reverie, you must be pretty to get so many men's attention.
*imagines*
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people here have different complexions, it depends on their race

[Nizuko]

my sister is the number 1 thing that makes me wish thati was not alive. she can drive you nuts. because of her my mom does not like and and a few of my friends dont like me. she is a back stabber and a butt kisser. the only time she is nice to me when she wants something. she will do anything to get me in trouble. at my house i get in trouble for everything even the small ones. my sis drives me nuts and i cant stand her.

[Nomi]

how old is your sister???
I have a 9-year-old sister, she's pretty darn annoying, but I'm getting used to her....

I don't like racoons....they make me shiver.....
like the one getting in my trash right this instant...

-MiMi