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Post by ChaTeAubRianD on May 23, 2005 9:57:31 GMT -5
umm.... it's not really like school. my mom just hired a teacher to teach me, that's all. no exams (thank goodness). i was already under a different teacher about 2 or 3 years ago but that teacher only taught me how to play song by song. i skipped the basics then. wah? no reaction? why? totally unfair!!! i'm not really a crybaby. i usually cry only when i'm alone. mostly angst. there's just something inside of me that i cant understand. some call it angst but i read RD and doctors call it Teenage Depression. ...... glad you understand ...  i really prefer Xiao Gang than Zeya. you're a grown up.  i never thought of you as one, just until now. and the wedding stuff too yep. only one. actually i am still quite young to be in year 11 next year. the truth is i'm only 15 years old. i used the year of my chinese birthday. ;D WHA- ?  you don't know squaresoft and square enix? those are the makers of the best games ever! Final Fantasy, Star Ocean etc. doctor of anime and games yeah, i guess you're right. picturing something and reality are completely diff. things. supportive parents. actually, just two days ago, my mom kinda want me to stay instead. she said that she still wasn't ready to let me go. we've also talked about my course. she doubts that i would land on a job with such course, but, heck, i'm determined |
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Post by ChaTeAubRianD on Jun 2, 2005 6:42:25 GMT -5
today.... nothing much has happened these past few days... i spend most of my time reading. just finished reading the book : Through a Glass, Darkly by Jostein Gaarder within 24 hours ;D and currenly reading Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden. heheh it contains err... erotic stuff. i learned alot of stuff about Japan though most of it just revolves in the life of a geisha. hmm.... what else... i now play songs(on the piano) like Moon River etc. just made some short stories lately. they just came poppin' out of my head well, i think that's almost everything i've done.... |
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Post by ChaTeAubRianD on Jun 3, 2005 5:47:13 GMT -5
err.. hi .... hello .... just happened to stop by....
oh well,...
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Post by ChaTeAubRianD on Jun 12, 2005 20:59:43 GMT -5
i won't be able to post as frequently as i did coz i'm already a graduating student and i need to get good grades  |
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Post by Teahouse Keeper on Jun 25, 2005 5:15:29 GMT -5
Ehh....what's that hand waving, Chateau?? You'll just be posting less frequently.....it's not as if you'll be leaving. Hahaha.....are you? *looks at Chateau suspiciously* Mm.....Dolphin Bay finished a few weeks ago. Yeah, it's true. I thought you were bluffing. Xiao Gang really went back to Man Qing. Zeya with Tian Bian. Actually, I taped it and haven't seen the last episode yet. Hahahaha!!!! I saw some of it only and haven't seen the full tape. Mm....well, hope you get good grades for your graduating year I guess after that, it's off to Australia for you? Studying Multimedia? Ohh....so you can read a book within 24 hours. Hahaha!!! I can't do that because I read slowly and somehow, I just have never been able to finish a novel in 24 hours. I've heard of Memoirs of Geisha. It's a pretty old book and I heard that it's good. Oh, so it's got erotic stuff, eh? Hahahaha.....hmmm.....but I'm not interested in the life of a geisha. Mmm.....there was a documentary about geishas, not sure if it was based on the book. It was quite interesting. A geisha's life is a very strange profession. I got the impression that it's almost like a sacred calling where there's intensive training and discipline required. Not easy and very strange. If I remember correctly, I think being a geisha is a prestigious thing *shivers* Ohh....you can play Moon River That's nice Wish I could listen Are you good at it? Play with feeling, etc., etc.? Hmm....I didn't know you write stories. Mmm.....how about posting them? So....you're only 15. Hahaha....and you used your Chinese birth year. Hahaha!!! Will they still let you in? Mm....I haven't heard of Teenage Depression. Mm.....I guess you'll grow out of it once you're out of that age. I think it's quite common among teenagers and I believe I had some form of it too. What's RD? Mm.....I guess I haven't heard of those names because I don't play the games or keep up with gaming news. Hahaha....yeah, determined to go, eh? Mm....you remind me a lot of myself. But your parents are supportive, Chateau, considering that they're willing to sponsor your course abroad (despite your mom wanting you to stay and her belief that your course is not useful). If they were totally against the idea, they wouldn't let you go at all. It shows they love you. Your mom wishes you to stay because you're still very young. At the same time, she wants you to be happy studying the stuff you like (even though she doubts the course will land you a job). Mm....I would say that your decision has given your parents a difficult time deciding what to do etc. Hahaha..... Mm....I hope it all works out for you Being 15 is a wonderful time |
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Post by ChaTeAubRianD on Jul 14, 2005 9:35:53 GMT -5
no no no... i ain't leaving but i'll really be posting like.... almost never. but definitely NOT never ever.
thanks. actually i kinda discovered a school here that is somewhat connected to Harvard University and my parent are thinking of sending me there instead of australlia. if ever i land there, i'll be studying humanities instead.
yup, such as mizuage, blah blah blah yadda yadda. yeah, no idea but they actually thought that being a geisha is an honor.
i play like a robot -_-'
i don't really feel like posting them here coz i think i'm gonna be the only oe to understand them.
yeah, they still let me in.
RD is reader's digest
i remind me of you?? so you wanna go abroad too?
being 15 is ok
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